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S DA FOUNTAIN Odyssey archive · est. 2000
Episodes 352 of 1,068
0352 27 Apr 1996 23 min

Memories of Jerry

A dusty old novel tumbles off a shelf at Whit's End - one Whit always claimed to hate - and out slips a postcard Jason has never seen, written to him by his brother Jerry from Vietnam. Connie's questions carry Jason back to the year everything changed: the high-jump bar he could never clear, the coach who cut him, and Jerry, the star athlete who looked at his failures and said, "I believe in you." Then comes a weekend at the family cabin, interrupted when Jerry's old friend Plato arrives with a draft notice in hand and a boat pointed toward Canada... and a dare for Jerry to run too. After a night of honest prayer, Jerry stays on the dock, choosing to serve even though he is afraid - and five months later, the family learns he has been killed protecting others. Now Jason and Connie see the postcard's date: just days before Jerry died, arriving as the terrible news did, which is why Whit hid it in the book he could never bear to open or throw away. Jason slips the card back where it fell, keeping his brother's last message - and his promise never to forget.
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While searching the Whit’s End library, Connie accidentally opens the hidden entrance to the computer room and knocks books from a shelf. As she and Jason replace them, Jason notices an old novel called *The Terminus Factor*. Whit had always claimed to hate the book, so Jason cannot understand why he kept it. A postcard slips from its pages, addressed to Jason from his older brother, Jerry, during the Vietnam War.

Jason has never seen the card. Jerry asks about track, calls him “Judge,” and jokes about Jason’s efforts to master the Fosbury Flop. He also writes, “Never forget, little brother, Plato was wrong.” Connie’s questions lead Jason back to junior high, when he had hoped to become a track star like Jerry but repeatedly crashed into the high-jump bar.

Coach Blanski finally cut Jason from the team, saying that hard work could not replace talent. Jerry intervened and persuaded the coach to grant one last attempt. Jason missed the bar again, but his improved form impressed Jerry. While Jason saw humiliation, Jerry saw progress and assured him, “I believe in you.” He then invited Jason to spend a weekend alone with him at the family cabin on Lake Michigan.

At the university, they encountered Jerry’s old friend Leonard Plaitman, nicknamed Plato. Plato had embraced the antiwar movement and was horrified that Jerry planned to leave ROTC and volunteer for service in Vietnam. Jerry’s language studies made him a needed specialist, and he considered service a duty. Plato accused him of supporting an immoral government and urged him to attend a peace rally instead.

Jerry and Jason later emerged from the ROTC building into that rally after it had turned violent. Protesters targeted them, threw rocks through windows, and forced them back inside until police dispersed the crowd with tear gas. Jerry acknowledged that terrible things could happen in war and that people sometimes surrendered to evil. He trusted Jesus to keep him faithful and told Jason that Christ would remain with him wherever he went.

At the cabin, the brothers swam, boated, hiked, gathered bark specimens for Whit, and enjoyed the time together. Then Plato unexpectedly arrived. His draft notice had come, and he intended to cross the lake into Canada rather than serve. Jerry accused him of using conscience as an excuse for fear. Plato admitted he was afraid, challenged Jerry to admit the same, and invited him to escape to Canada too.

That night Jason heard Jerry praying beside the lake. Jerry confessed his fear, considered Jesus’ teaching about peacemakers, and asked God to show him the right path. At sunrise Jason found Plato’s boat pulling away while Jerry remained on the dock. Terrified of losing his brother, Jason begged him to call Plato back and go with him.

Jerry explained that prayer and honest questioning had returned him to the same answer: he must go to Vietnam. Escaping might keep his body alive, but betraying his commitments to God, country, and family would not be true living. Jesus had faced death faithfully and conquered it, so Jerry did not need to be ruled by fear. Jason could not accept the danger, but his brother held and comforted him.

The family watched Jerry board his plane two days later. Five months afterward, on November 12, 1971, Jason came home to find his parents crying. Jerry had been killed in a skirmish while protecting others. It was the last time Jason had seen him.

Back at Whit’s End, Connie notices that the hidden postcard is dated November 7, only days before Jerry’s death. They realize it may have arrived as Whit and his wife received the official visit about their son. Whit could have been reading *The Terminus Factor* and placed the card inside when the visitors came, leaving the book forever connected to that moment. Unable either to read it or throw it away, he had preserved the final message exactly where it fell.

Jason returns the postcard to its place inside the hated novel. He will keep the book as Whit kept it and honor Jerry’s last reminder. Looking at the words once more, Jason quietly promises his brother that he will not forget.